Down the coffee juice goes around the brain juice flows

 I am downing the coffee juice and making the brain juice flow with writing this blog. Had a little argument with dad which pissed me off, but then realized that he was just projecting his insecurities and childhood traumas. I'm not saying it's alright because it has affected me my entire life, but at the same time, I have some empathy for him since it is in some ways out of his control. He's a product of his environment and maybe my grandparents were very strict with him or maybe he got bullied by boys in school, who knows? Either way, I should be glad that I didn't turn out the same way, and I can see the flaws.

Not saying that I don't have my own flaws, but I can see the flaws which I don't have. So what are my flaws? Well, I can be lying to myself, or not keeping promises. I find a way to self-justify. I am in process of fixing that though. I can be quite negligent when it comes to taking care of my own body. I can be quite detached from things.

Either way, I do believe that I am good for this world because I want a net positive for this world and for the people around me.

So I want my company and business to provide a lot of value and happiness for people around me, and I think that seeing my company grow will be quite satisfying for me. This will be the purpose of my life for me.

And the byproduct, which is the billionaire life that comes with it, will be so epic. I cannot even begin to imagine. But yes, at the end of the day, it is just the byproduct. I need to focus on my core why.

I am taking a step back and focusing on my personal health at the moment. The ship of my life is going steady and everything is good right now.

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