been a minute
It's been a minute since the last time I wrote anything.
A lot has changed but also stayed the same.
Well, something that came to light is that, indeed Karolina hates my guts. My suspicion has come true. And I am still up to the 5th unit. As I planned, the system is running pretty smoothly. I can be expanding, but I'm not really too happy to take on extra stress at the moment.
I think that the in-house situation plus meeting a weird guy really put me in a downward spiral that lowered my self-esteem significantly. I think perhaps, it was my way of self-sabotage, without actually destroying my business.
Ah, the familiar face is back. I was wondering when he would show his face. Well, if that was the end of it, I'm glad it was so mild and did not affect my business. Time to rebound stronger than ever, as that is my nature and has always been. I'm just glad that I have built my business so strong and well thought out, that it was actually running without my input, and survived running without me. That's huge!
It is necessary if I am to scale to a much larger scale. For it to be autonomous in nature.
At the end of the day, however, it is very hard to find someone who cares about the success of the business more than I do. So I'll probably be the person working hardest for its success, but hopefully one day I find someone motivated to grow it as much as I do. A superstar.
Anyways, I need to get my shit together. Forget about girls for a while. If I must invest in them, do so minimally.
SAVE MONEY FROM ALCOHOL AND FOOD. As I started tracking money, that's where the biggest waste is going.
On the upside, my gym routine has been going strong. I am lifting bigger and bigger weights. I feel strong after a pump. I am reading and meditating. Life is going great.
I just keep overspending money and it's a little frustrating. But I will fix my habits.
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