Chaos

    I feel that I might be possibly losing my grip on the situation I am currently in.

Previously I was coping by indulging myself in a constant chase of cheap dopamine.

However, now I gave up on such vices.

I am forced to face my bare naked reality as it is.

Of course it is hard, because let's face it.

I am alone here.

I am living on a decreasing supply (for now).

I have not started realizing my purpose.

I do not exactly have emotional support.

It is a period where I have to pass the test of a man, like when a spartan is thrown into a mountain to survive a winter. Where I prove that I am a man worthy enough.


But I do have a purpose here.

It is what keeps me going even in my currently harsh situation.

I am going to achieve my best version.

Plus 50k Euros per month profits.

Brad Pitt physique from fight club.

Having a harem of beautiful girls.

An epic social circle of awesome friends.

Life will be so epic then.


These visions keep me going.

And I will not be staying in Budapest forever.

It is a nest where I learn to fly.

I will stretch my wings to Vienna and Prague, and from there who knows how far I will go?

Denmark, Australia, Dubai, Spain and the U.S.


It is a transformational period for me, where I solidify my identity as an entrepreneur.

I don't know how I identified myself before. A playboy? Party animal? The grasshopper from the fable?

Whatever it was, I do not want to continue living like that.

I really don't.


When I return to Korea, they will be surprised.

Not just because I would have transformed physically, but they will see that I have changed my identity.

I will be my next next next level.

I will provide my family.

They will be proud of me.

I will be proud of me.

And at that point I would not be living for validation from others.

I will be living for self-realization.

To help the world be a better place.

To express my identity as an entrepreneur.


Anyway, I will take things day by day.

The other day I wrote about the 3D's.

Direction, Do, Deadline.

I would like to add one more.

Determination.

Aka, grit. Probably the most important trait for an entrepreneur. 

Never giving up.


This year for me will be for me what 1796 was for Napoleon.

It will be lit.







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