10x rule

    And I thought I was above everything and could do anything as I want.

But frustration ensues.

Plans go sideway.

I don't understand the culture.

I think in a perfect world, things could have gone the way exactly as I predicted. And perhaps it has more or less.

But it's taken wayyy longer than I expected.

I wasted too much money.


That's probably enough sappiness.

Now I am fighting for my SURVIVAL.

I spend a lot of time by myself.

It kind of feels like I have fallen into the deep fiery pit like Gandalf did in the lord of the rings, and I am facing my demons, fighting constantly to level up, and I am to emerge on a totally next level, like Gandalf the white.

My family is already quite proud of my achievements.

Perhaps I don't give myself enough credit.

What I don't recognize is that creating the company and adjusting to a new country was half the work, perhaps even more.

And it's all good.

I enjoy every second of it.

I feel my growth.

I don't have a hand to hold this time around, but it makes me stronger.

It builds my character.

I've quit my vices because I literally cannot afford them.

It would destroy me and I know it.

I've burnt the bridges.

The only option I have left is to move forward.

Make things right.


The night is the darkest before the dawn.

I am starting to see the sun light.

Let's move forward.


I will not only survive but reach a new peak that is magnitude of order greater than what I was.

I will be unrecognizable.

I will hit the next next level.







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