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There has been a somewhat sudden shift in the winds, and it appears that I am about to reach the same amount of profit as I have made back in South Korea at my peak. I guess there's a few forces working. In Korea I had to share 50% of my profits to Sean Lawrence, I was focused on hosting 2 people mostly so even though I was running 6 apartments, the revenue was not that high. Here, on the other hand, we got rich Europeans and Americans coming from not too far away, I am hosting 6~8 people on 2 of the apartments. So when I compare the number of max guests, it was 2x4 + 4x2 = 16 guests in Korea, and 2 + 8 + 6 = 16 guests here. Huh. I guess I inadvertently reached the same level without thinking about it. That is a very interesting insight which I did not think about previously. Anyway the revenue is the ultimate comparo-meter. I will see when I pass 20m krw or 15k usd, as that was my peak revenue in Korea. And first of all, I want to make 20k USD in monthly profits. And then I'm ...

 It's about damn time for a change and you damn well know it! Sometimes you must make the difficult choices that are essential for the survival of the company and you must make them. The strong hard no is the line where others end and you start. Vitamin N. Never forget.

 As humans we think about death a lot. Perhaps we are the only animal aware of our eventual demise. In other words, we expect that nothingness will eventually meet us. But then very few think about nothingness that was before life. If a human's life was on a timeline chart it would look like a very long time of nothingness and then life and then back to nothingness. You could say that pre birth is the same as post death. People wonder where we go after death but no one questions where we were before birth. It is a question I do not have the answer to as well. But a profound shift in perspective. Perhaps courage that where we are headed is not some place to be feared of, but some place very familiar we came from.

 I had some game changing enlightenments in my life, but this was the one that blew all of them out of the water. It is like the unifying enlightenment that tied all my knowledge about changing the subconscious programming. When people try to change, it is difficult. Most of the time, it is like trying to run uphill. However, if you change your subconscious programming, change will come easily and feel like running downhill. How do you do it? Step 1 You must become familiar with the deep meditative state. Get so comfortable with the deep state of meditation, pure awareness. Get comfortable with losing yourself into the abyss of nothingness. Become so comfortable with it that it becomes easy to detach from thoughts, and now you can see and acknowledge your pre existing subconscious programing. You will now observe yourself reacting to certain triggers. Trauma conditioned into the body over years of repetitive habitual reactions and thoughts and feelings. Memory sticks to the body an...