introspection

 I think that my business in Budapest is failing. It's simply not making enough profits to sustain itself.

And I was so confident about the success of it. It's difficult for me to come to terms with what I thought was a for sure success. I cannot even pull myself to look at the charts, the numbers...

I just know that it's not enough and things are not going the way I wanted them to.

And I thought this might be a hill to die on.

What does Budapest mean to me anyway?

Nothing.

It was a stranger to me the day before I moved there.

Was my attempts to build an Ai just a way for me to distract myself?

Is this where I fail again?

Fuck.

No.

The idea is good.

It's great.

It's not only zero to one, it could change the paradigm of how society operates.

Ai actually doing tasks. Leveraging a simple action into a longer sequence of actions. That's gotta be good.

Granted it's something new, but I'm sure this has value. I mean, you don't have to think too hard to see the obvious.

I think I can achieve amazing things when I think "why not?".

Overthinking really leads to worse outcomes often times.

Simply not thinking and doing can lead to amazing outcomes.

Anyway, if it doesn't work out, there's always another shot.