Organizing thoughts

     I went out in a long time last night. It was actually a pretty good night, all things considered.
I felt like "I still have it". I was scared that I was "washed off" but girls were still into me, and I felt validated. That I still had game, and I can still pull 8s and 9s.

I would definitely feel way better about myself if I was making f you money with my app, and living independently, but yeah all in good time. I feel closer than ever to breakout success. Literally within arms reach.

How would my life change with this new source of income, new identity, and purpose. I can already feel the emotional fulfillment. I've worked up to this moment for grueling 14 months. It's wild I lasted this long. But I did have a massive success 1 week into this journey. With mbti oracle website getting 10k user signups in a week, it was like the universe winking at me that I could do this. That I was chosen.

There was an experiment where they put a mouse in a pool of water and it would drown in 15 minutes. But then they rescued the mouse just before it was about to drown, and you know how long it lasted afterwards? 60 hours. That's insane. And I think the first taste of success I had was just that.

Looking back, I had the blueprint in my hand all this time. Now I have all the pieces, and I need to use that blueprint. Holy ffffuuuck.


Yeah I really cannot wait for the moment to come. I'm really hyped for this.

To destiny.

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