Recognition

    So yesterday, 2 and a half months since I started my tiktok channel about picking up girls, I got recognized for the first time in real life, at the bar.

It was kind of surreal, I couldn't help smiling. He said he really liked what I did and to keep up my work. I felt amazing in the moment. I think being genuine about my message, and helping the younger generation really did help them feel the message.

He also echoed the sentiment, "fuck looksmaxxing". But I can't lie, when other friends I made at the bar saw him recognizing me as the "pickup guru", there was pressure put on me. I think other people, or girls noticed him noticing me too. And I felt performance anxiety. But I actually did quite well flirting with girls after that. Altho none of them really went anywhere, I felt I was more smooth with it.

In a way I feel like starting all over. I feel like I'm putting my apprentice hat back on, but the teacher this time is old self, my memories of what I learned and worked so well in the past.

I want to take this opportunity of everything that's going on and reach new heights in game. Really become one of the greats in the space. And connect it to technology. My end goal will be to be one of the leaders in tech space. But all in due time. Also recently I had the revelation that I am naturally talented in psychology, so there's probably something to work with there.

My life is reshaping very fast. It is in sharp contrast with 15 months of coding almost everyday where nothing changed. Now it's action packed, things are moving and changing, and significant cash is coming in.

Maybe I just finished the tutorial level.