Burn out?

    I've been feeling something in my head, like a fever but it's more of a mental fever... It's a very odd feeling but perhaps it is a manifestation of burnout. It could be the weather as well... apparently, they call it global boiling now instead of global warming. The troubles at the house do not help one bit either.

    The only thing that has been going right was me working out and running every day. I've been really consistent with it and did not skip a day.

I think what kind of pushed me over the edge was getting kind of ignored by the 3 hot girls I recently interacted with. I thought they would drool over me but that was not the case. It was the moment I realized that I need to be 3~5x bigger than now.

Of course, that is very disappointing and makes me lose my energy, but hey that's what it is.

I need to be better than my best.

And I will. I will continue growing my business. I need to find the right reasons.

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