Implosive

I don't know why I am feeling this but I feel like out of nowhere, I got hit by a truck. I guess business has been slow this month. Plus going out and drinking heavily probably does not help.

Out of nowhere, it feels like I have been crushed by a boulder. I have been working out a lot too so it's frustrating. Doing everything in my power to make things right but it's not meeting my expectations. I kind of feel like things are pointless.

Maybe I am setting expectations for myself way too high. I can't help but feel like I am not enough right now, and there's a great sense of insecurity coming from it...

I think that things are slipping away...

First things first, I need to stop alcohol and fix my sleeping.

And when I feel better, I should refocus on my goals.

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