Sapling

    So I have been talking to this girl in Belgium for a long time. It was on a whim that I invested so much time talking to her. I guess her being pretty cute helped as well. And I thought it was nice how innocent the interaction was. No need for anything, just a boy and a girl talking. Anyway, after months of talking, I met her again today in a long long time.

I suppose things felt a bit awkward for her. I thought it was going pretty good, but she was not really receptive to my flirting attempts. I think she's trying to categorize me as a potential date or friend-zoned buddy, but she's confused as well. Anyway, it is a new experience for me. I suppose the last date I had with the French girl also felt pretty disconnected. I'm starting to see a pattern. Maybe the young girls that I go on dates with are too young and immature for me to have a conversation. I don't really know. Or maybe it was just me getting nervous and acting weird.

Either way, I'm not going to obsess over trying to sleep with her. I really think I have passed that stage where I am super horny all the time. I have greater ambitions in life now. So it is just a nice bonus if something more comes from hanging out with her. It is kind of a pity though, I thought we could have had a romantic thing.

My game has been kind of off lately, including getting stood up by the crazy German girl who turned out to be in Germany when she asked to meet me near my house. I guess there were red flags in hindsight, such as saying "I want to feel like a princess", or the fact that if she was planning to come over then why not just meet at my place?

Anyway, I have come a long long way from being a virgin until I graduated high school. I have slept with drop-dead gorgeous girls, and models, and done many crazy sexual escapades. So let's not be too harsh on myself. I am top 1% in the dating world.

It is time for me to embark on a new adventure. I want to create financial freedom and generational wealth. I want to take care of my family and do extravagant things. I will own a mega yacht one day. Let's get back to business.

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