trouble in the house
Lately, I have been having some trouble in the house. Carolina has grown cold to me and it's been affecting my mental well-being. In terms of just working for the house, she is doing a great job. However, when it comes to being cuddly and kind as we used to be, she is like a completely different person, and it sucks. I understand that I did not exactly keep my side of the contract, such as paying her the deposit on time and etc. But her rejecting of me and being distant has affected my ability to be confident and at peace. I got very close to hooking up with some very beautiful girls (or so I thought), but then each time things would not work out in the end. I am feeling quite needy towards them. I think part of that reason has to do with the fact that I am being treated like shit by her. Anyways, I don't need affection or validation from a girl that is more of a friend. I have decided to see her as a maid. She does a great job taking care of the ...